Saturday, December 1, 2012



Start discussing about teens’ problem (so then include my problem), being single. Humans are naturally have their love feel in the teen-age. It commonly happens when they are 17th, having boy-girlfriends now becomes a tradition for 17th teens (it’s such a pride for them).  Now talking ‘bout my self, as a single teen (but I don’t wanna talk more weakness of being single, I don’t wanna make PUCCA regretting her fate).  

IF IM NOT SINGLE  and jump out for this crocodile-hole, maybe there is no more “homesick” word in my daily. Living in dorm needs much enjoyment and something that gives a little sweet taste in my whole bitter dorm life =). Guess!! What something that I need? Hum that’s love (and the person who giving that haha). Why? Coz I’ll cannot bear missing him when Im home, sometimes stay in dorm better (not totally hate home ya).

IF IM NOT SINGLE then I spent all my pocket denizen for paying  my phone’s credits. Calling, chatting, and messaging, they are causing financial affair haha. Now imagining in that position, ouch I’ll lose my weight coz the reducing of snacks budget for that thing hum (“miapa? -_-“). Nah, I also cant shopping so I lose my hobby. So horrible.

IF IM NOT SINGLE and my boy has big green-eyed monster, oh God Im sure he’ll not let me hanging out with my friends without his supervision =0 and one by one, they gone (Im sure no ones comfort to stay around their friends’ couple coz they cant talk head off ‘bout something private . And some day when I broke up with him then Im totally alone. Who wants? You? If yes so you’re abnormal (kidding guys) :p. 

Being single or coupled is not about your pride. Being single while your friends coupled doesn’t mean you lose your pride guys. Yeah I know being coupled bring us some happiness but open your eyes, you could stay happy without that status. Single is not always haven’t love, but your love is too expensive. So just the chosen one from God who could get your love and your heart (so sweet T_T).


Someday, I hope I can sing this song with my own guitar although I cant sing well and I really cant play any music instrument. But I will …
I will be

I will be – Avril Lavigne
Verse 1:
There’s nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you’d go
I know I let you down
But it’s not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You’re the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you’re here with me
And if I let you down
I’ll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Coz without you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You’re all I’ve got, you’re all I want
And without you I don’t know what I’d do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You’re all I need
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (more)

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

A Fly In The Oinment

My last Sunday, I spend all the day in MX mall, it’s about 12 hours =D, but Im not  sopping at all. That Sunday is coincide with the closing of M-Teens school competition.  I prefer to stay stuck at MX third floor to watching band competition (there are three representatives from my school who join this competition and one of them become the first winner and best in some categories *it just intermezzo* =D), model competition and some exhibition like wall magazine exhibition, handy craft exhibition, and the last exhibition is the exhibition that boosting my idea for making this article pop out. Yeah, Entrepreneur exhibition. 

It’s around a month ago when the poster of M-Teens school competition published and posted on the announcement wall in my school. “Entrepreneur competition” when my eyes catching those words, my heart beats faster, my pupil larger, my blood vessel getting large, and suddenly I feel full..yeah my “simpatik” nerve is work at that time *alay*. But it’s naturally come to everyone who gets a hope, even less for me who haven’t join any competition along senior high.

That’s my second chance after I failed in my first chance to represent my school because the limitation of something hehe. I swear, I really wanna join this competition with my last group and big ALHAMDULILLAH I got the school approval. But can you guess what happen in the next? It was CANCELED because I’ve solocamp when I’ve to join technical meeting and the proposal making haven’t finished yet. Whereas, I already prepare everything start from the working paper till the material for making the prototype.

I lose my second chance AGAIN. Actually it doesn’t matter wether I got that chance or not, but what really matter is when I came to the M-Teens exhibition last Sunday and I see the entrepreneur exhibition. And also when Im knowing the winner actually is not too better then my group and Im sure if I WERE THE ONE OF THE PARTICIPANT at that competition I could win this competition. But God said different from what I want. Yeah because no one can guess what God want behind everything in this life but Im sure there is a lesson from this event.

Saturday, November 3, 2012


These are my photos collection. Each of them has their own message of my life. They are my light in this dark world and the buffer to make me stand on this world.

MY PARRENT, the most handsome prince is my father (TRIYONO) and the most beautiful princess is my mother(SUMARSIH). They teach me about A-B-C, smiling, say thank you, and all of thing to make me could face the life. They are the most important part of my life, I without them = garden without any  plants = ZERO.            

MY BROTHER, Fadli Sukma Pamedar.  He is elementary school student, sit on five grader. I always try and try to be better and the best, because I really wanna make my brother follow my way or maybe better than me.

MY FRIENDS  IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, yeah because I don’t have any photos in kindergarten so I directly to the elementary school. They are my friends, my close friend. Yeah they are cute, here I start to knowing each other and study how to pal up with them.

MY FRIENDS IN JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, they are the ones who accompany my journey when I’m getting adult. Yeah, start to knowing love =) hehehe. Naughtyness, yeah we do it together, just for fun and to make our life colorful.

I'm experiencing this right now. First picture bellow is my housemate EAGLE with my lovely Mama in this house Mrs. Diah Royani. They gives me a mount of motivation in every breath of mine.

 The second one is the picture of my lovely soul mate. We are four, Pucca-Levy-Maskur-Wahyu and we are match each other. We are not a gang but we are a group of friends who has the same character, its make us closer. 
I'm happy to be here with them. They are my halflife.


“Life has 3 C’s : CHOice, CHAnce, CHAnge. You have to make the choice, to take the chance, if you want anything to change” -- @itslifenotes

I got the point of life from that quotation. Every choices have their imperfections, so it’s depend on how you make it match with your life then those imperfection could fulfill and coloring your tasty life. The lord of your word none other than your self. It just like when you are in a buffet restaurant where you can free to take any food there, but absolutely you will choose the food which is doesn’t make you allergy and also the most delicious food. Although it’s too hard to get it because it placed so far from you. So when you choose the life’s choices, take the one which is not crossing your mission statement and gives you the enjoyment.

The chances are spreadth like the oxygen and another gasses in the air. But sometimes, people can not see these. They just fetched with a way to get their goal even there are so many branches of the way it self. Be open to your surrounding and try every chance in front of you, never take in vain with every chances. But don’t take the wrong choices, so back to “buffet restaurant” theory, okay? Take the positive chances in your life guys.

Your great chance that you already choose will make your life change, wether it is become better or the opposite, it depends on your choices. The changeover of our life is such an important factor to running this whole life. Why? Because we need another people’s advices and opinion to repair ourselves. So after they give us those advice we need to introspection ourselves then we’ll changeover everything bad inside our life.

I never open my ears to hear another people comments, and it’s make me get further from my surrounding. But after I realized that bad effect, I try to open my ears to hear their comment. I take the one which is inspire me to be better and just ignore the bad one. Finally I could choose the chance to make the change in my life. The chance when I and my friends getting closer, I use this chance to apologize and yeah I success and they forgive me. My life suddenly change, become colorful and there are another people fulfill my tasty life. I LOVE LIFE with 3 C’s !! =D